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Clan Chat / Re: Goodbye UF!
« on: April 01, 2020, 03:39:40 pm »
When I decided to leave the clan, I knew deep down somewhere that this day would come sooner or later, I knew what I was doing. My life had fell down such a deep trench that I was mentally incapable of thinking straight at that time.

I was uncertain that I was going to stay at VCMP or no, and even now, my stay remains tentative. However, whatever time I spent with UF, I am never going to forget it and the people I fought alongside. I always think, "I shouldn't have gave up", but blaming myself is something I already overcame far back in the day. Despite that, I sincerely apologize for showing the escapism towards all my responsibilities as a member and a co leader of the clan.

The disappointment hits harder than metal, Godspeed, brothers!

General Discussion / RTV | Championship 2020
« on: March 20, 2020, 03:40:38 pm »

The Rob The Vehicle team is proud to introduce its first ever Championship series!
Calm your tits dry while we break down the highlights for you.


The league will go on for 2 months non-stop, the prize bracket translates to $100.
Each team will sport 5 players, players can also register individually.


Maps pool will not encompass one-sided bases and those with bikes.
Per match, each team will choose one map to play and one to ban, one map will be choosen by the server from the remaining maps pool.
Match time will be 4 minutes. The team scoring in two maps will win the match.


Further details will be released once the registration period is concluded.
Hold your seatbelts tight enough!

(open for the next 2 weeks)

General Discussion / Re: Decent_946 returns
« on: March 02, 2020, 02:09:34 am »
Can't even begin to express my gratitude.
Welcome back, brother.

General Discussion / Re: Hats Off For Martyrdom And Spiller.
« on: February 17, 2020, 05:56:40 am »
You honor me by saying that. If I ever had to make a list of people who make me proud, I'm sure I wouldn't have put myself in that list.

It was quite an experience serving you guys and serving under my seniors. For me and Marty, ranks never mattered, we were happy since the beginning of our era. I had been making decisions for the clan while he had been the best hand to me. Until ofcourse now when things started going sideways.

You are right we are puppets of our destinies, we can not outrule life. But I'd love all the time I spent here, always. All the members and the guys who came and left, I treated everyone like a part of the family, even though I had my differences with many of them.

Can't say I had been in a better duo than me and Martyrdom. From enemies in argo to close friends, the journey is far indispensable.

It's death by a thousand cuts in the fight for the clan. Flashbacks will wake me up. I hate to board away like this. I will miss you guys. Its time for us to finally retire and rest. It may be a relief to finally close my eyes to all the responsibilities but I'll be anxious forever.

Keep bringing the same honor and pride you think I brought to UF. It's your turn now.

News And Announcements / Re: forgive me
« on: February 17, 2020, 05:42:16 am »
@Luchgox, I know what's coming, and I apologize for leaving the clan open and vulnerable to it when it comes.

But only if you could understand what I'm going through. You have every right to blame it on me. I did my part as long as I could. I haven't had a proper rest in one year. I had been working selflessly. Due to which it has started costing me with my own pieces.

I'm feeling as much as helpless as the clan is, if not more. I can not placate you guys by saying I'll be back if things get worse. It would be nothing but an empty promise.

I hate things have to end this way, but its better than me destroying it on my own while venting out like a fucking air duct.

You had you reasons when you left the clan all to me.You had your reasons for stepping down. I appreciated them, and I expect you to respect mine.

News And Announcements / forgive me
« on: February 16, 2020, 08:21:05 pm »
I don't know where to start. Since I'm the one who is burning this down, I know the consequences of what I'm doing.
In simplest words, this is a farewell to all the clan members.

I don't have any reason in particular. As I stated earlier, I started having some troubles in my life I couldn't cope up with or control.
These problems, now, have aggravated to a state that I can't even breathe clean air, feels like I'm clearing smoke for others right now.
As a result, I'm no longer able to continue with VCMP outside Argonath, and even if I do, then I'll need to vent out what I'm going with, which is not possible without breaking the rules I laid down on my own, making me everything but an unfit leader. I could say its for the good of the clan in my perspective, but that isn't for everyone, I could still stand up and help in the betterment of the clan but I'm done leading, I'm just done with clans.
Adding to it, my closest friend, which mattered the most to me left the clan, he was more than 70% of my reason, I believe, to stay in the clan. Then Sezar also declared the same, another close friend.

@Azal, I'm sorry brother that I had to go like this, leaving you alone. But I have my reasons, I am convinced you had yours when you went inactive years ago. I hope you'll understand what the issues, that I'm going through since I don't wanna share them to anyone....

@Luchgox, you've always been true to the clan, a nice friend, a good advisor and manager. The clan can never repay your debts, the contributions you made towards UF. It was much of a heartbreak to see you departing but I'm sorry I wasn't there to wish you a good luck when you decided to step down. I was busy fixing my life, and I'm gonna be the same for quite a few months now. A friendly advice tho, learn to be fucking punctual you absolute retard.

@realdogge, one of the best guys in the clan, even though you just focus on smoking weeds more than that. You've always been my senior, helped me and the clan when we needed you, during the dark times, you did your part. I hope you forgive me for not taking the rank you left for me seriously. I just regret I didn't get to see you much in the last days.

@Decent_946, can't decline the fact you've been best of the counsel I've had during my stay in UF. Good luck for your life and further studies.

@Martyrdom, my all time fav guy, the closest person I believe in VCMP, sad to see we had to depart in such a manner. If it wasn't for you I might still have been rotting in my depression. Don't know how to thank you, for staying with me, for all the good suggestions and the bad ones, for all the time we spent together. I never wanted to Godspeed to you but here we are. I don't know what words to invent for you....

@Silent_Killer, noob. The craziest person I've ever seen, the fun guy, I've always enjoyed your company as well as your silly behaviour. The dramas we had in clan talk were absolutely gold. I'll miss the time I spent with you.

@ZeeX, although you disappointed me once by leaving the clan, you deserve a lot of respect you came back when we needed your support, and stayed for good. Good luck for your life mate, I hope you'll stay happy.

@Dizaster, lets evade talking to you by saying that I'll talk to you when you're back....

@Simon., another close friend, we joined the clan together (or close intervals), mere coincidence we are leaving together. I'm sorry I threw a lot of hateful comments towards you long ago, they weren't in my control. I acknowledge your loyalty and understand the decisions you made. Be seeing you.

@JINX, we spent a good time together, I hope you believe the same.

@Cole, oh you can fuck off.

@3V!L_J0K3R^, a good soul, a good friend. It has always been good to see you, to advise you and stay with you.

@552N, I'm just sorry I couldn't help you when you needed me and now I'm turning my back against you. I wish you good fortune mate.

@Grizzy, you didn't break my faith and accepted my invitation without a single question. I'm sorry for breaking yours.

@RevenanT_249, @ArThaS, @amirreza, can't say much except all the best for the adventures waiting ahead in your life.

I deserve all the hate and rage you guys will heat up for me. But I'm sorry I think I did my part, I stayed for good, I'm leaving for good. I hope you will understand my position and perspective. I wish the clan a very good fortune. I'm sorry again.


Clan Chat / ok
« on: February 06, 2020, 05:08:24 pm »
hey there frens,
I don't think I'll be able to continue with VCMP for the upcoming days, yesterday something miserable happened with me and those who I consider very close to me. I thought I'd handle this but the situation has went out of my control now.

I had been constantly active everyday for almost half an year now and I need to use this an excuse to take a much needed break from VCMP. I do not know when I'll come back along again but I promise it wont be long. I might still be spending some time around to vent things out.

see you soon.

Off Topic / Re: Post to 10000
« on: February 04, 2020, 12:55:47 pm »

Off Topic / Re: Post to 10000
« on: February 03, 2020, 05:48:19 pm »

Birthday Board / Re: Zeex
« on: February 02, 2020, 07:33:25 am »
Happy Birthday Epicly.

Accepted Applications / Re: Clan Application | [IND]Grizzy
« on: February 01, 2020, 08:28:08 am »
Congratulations, you have been accepted as Trainee.

I hope you'll prove as a great addition to the team.

Off Topic / Re: Post to 10000
« on: January 31, 2020, 02:01:06 pm »

News And Announcements / Re: Self-demotion.
« on: January 30, 2020, 01:59:52 pm »
request denied

Off Topic / Re: Post to 10000
« on: January 27, 2020, 06:39:48 pm »

News And Announcements / Re: Changelog
« on: January 26, 2020, 09:35:42 am »
trying a new forum theme.

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